so I was down at Evelyn's blog, and she was talking about proms and what not and it got me thinking about my whole high school experience. You see I never went to the prom, and I don't exactly feel that there is a missing spot in my youth because of that. But i think one of the reasons I didn't go was that I just absolutly HATED the whole high school experince. While in high school I didn't realize how much I hated it. Its like i was enlightened by the whole university experience, that girls don't have to be cliquish and catty all the time and i could actually learn somethign in a class that I enjoy.So now that I look back and I don't think someone could pay me enough money to go back to high school. It was one of the most oppressive times of my life.
Now I wasn't teased or particularly unpopular or anything like that, in fact I was quite unnoticed in high school which was perfectly fine with me. But the whole atmosphere at my school in particular I think was bad. I didn't learn one thing throughout my whole time there expect that Chino California has the larges concentration of dairy cows in the world. Or at least it did when I went to high school. And there was a sense that the teachers could give a rats ass about you, because they were only there to try and graduate the students who were failing. It was just a place of complete boredom and apathy. Since i am not a social person I didn't even enjoy the social activites. I hated being a cheerleader but only did it because there was nothing else to do , and the only stupid sport I played was softball and that was only during the spring. So in short my whole high school experience sucked big time. I don't know how just thinking of proms brought that out of me, but it did. So i didn't go to the prom, I wasn't even asked. [sarcasm]boohoo, and I have been suffering ever since [/sarcasm]